I am a vulnerable, charismatic man living in abundance.

Hi, I’m BBQDAD and I have bipolar 1 with Psychosis and PTSD. I lived on the streets of Anchorage in my truck 5 years ago. I was addicted to heroin and meth. I lived with a girl. Played my guitar on the side of the road. Gave rides to drug dealers. Did everything I needed to do to survive.

Once when I was playing my guitar and came back and couldn’t find my truck. The girl stole my truck and all my stuff.


I was devastated. Broken. I wanted to kill myself with heroin. I started walking towards a man that I knew had needles. I had some brown. But while walking I thought about my daughters. I couldn’t leave them.

So I called the cops and got a ride to Providence Hospital Psych Ward for Suicide Ideation and having Bipolar Mania.

I fought to get off heroin and crystal meth. I am now 5 years sober from heroin, crystal meth and alcohol.

I do smoke weed. I want to be the Willie Nelson of Alaska.

BBQDAD wants to be the Willie Nelson of Alaska
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My Music

Just For Today
Shotgun Willie
BBQDAD @ VistaRose Apts


My Writing

My 1st chapter of book “Falling In Love With Bipolar”
Erotic poem by Amy Jo | Jest Me

Uncle Leo’s Farm in Kentucky

Get HOME to Kentucky before my Uncle Leo Dies.

I am raising money for GAS for my RV. I live in Alaska, and my Uncle Leo lives in Kentucky. He is dying slowly and miserably. I desperately need to move home, but the cost of gasoline is preventing me from doing so. My RV and Car pulled behind to get 10 miles to the gallon.

As a musician, I can drive and play at local bars along the way on my 10,000-mile tour starting May 5, 2023. But I can’t depend on getting the needed GAS to make it home to Kentucky.

Please let me sing and play for my Uncle Leo and give him joy in the last few days of his life. I am desperate. I need help. I am on Social Security, and that just won’t cut it. I’m 62, and he is 90!

If all my 5000 fans gave one dollar, we could load up and hit the road today!

Please, I need it; any amount at all would help. Give $5. Fill my tank for $150. Anything, Please.


Call 907-903-1091 for bookings.